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| am i the only one who puts on his shirt and tie and thinks to himself how he's faking who he is? everytime i put on this prison garb i feel like i'm hiding who i am; almost ashamed of the weekend woo. | | |
| 1. join a gym and go at least twice a week
2. get hired for a great long-term position before february
3. get married and get to greece for honeymoon
i'll add to this later.
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| aight peoples, i need some major feedback on my resume: pros, cons, what's good, what's bad, too intimidating, too bs, everything you've got. be brutal but be honest.
RESUME
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| i was raised in a catholic family with catholic values, catholic schooling, sunday service and all those other things associated with being religious. oddly enough, those were the things that drove me away from the faith and especially faith in the faith. in high school i bothered the crap out of my pastor with questions about everything ranging from the obscure, "did jesus have sex?" to the more traditional, "why must we love a god we cannot see?" it's been about eight years now and i never gave faith much thought until recently. yeah all those values are still there and i've probably committed enough sins to have to say a thousand hail mary's a thousand times over plus one our father of course, but those values are still engrained in my psyche. recently i've felt psychologically and emotionally as if i was being thrown against a wall repeatedly. everytime i tried to get off of it, i was thrown again until eventually i gave in and didn't want to get back up again. em has been the ultimate factor that's been pulling me up when this situation happens and it's happened more than once during these past few months. i know she's tired of it and i can't imagine that it's doing wonders for our relationship. so i ended up wandering around one day and found myself randomly praying to god. i've done it for the past few weeks now and somewhere i found god. i remembered something that i heard a while back, "if you blame god for all the bad, you should blame god for all the good too." so i've been thanking god for the blessings that have been brought upon me and i've been asking for strength, perseverance and inspiration and maybe even some direction for those things beyond me. | | |
| alright alright. i've been getting grief about my last post being obnoxious. i agree it is obnoxious, but i was in one of those moods so i'll remove it but make reference to it in this one. if you're reading this post and have no clue what i wrote feel free to post and ask and i'll post back or email you directly.
so i've had a case of the monday's for the past two months. i didn't expect job hunting to be so difficult and i honestly thought i was more than experienced to do a lot of the things i've applied for. i don't know what it is but i'm hanging in there and trying to persevere. i've got to maintain a healthy attitude about this all and not stress about the things to come. that being said i've also decided to set life goals for myself to accomplish - a little redundant eh:
1. run a marathon: if 50+ year old dudes can run the boston marathon i can too
2. own a successful small business: be it a cafe or a bar i want to understand the intricacies of a successful business
3. become a school principal: i've got a need for power and a need to make people better people - go fig
4. teach a college level class or get invited as a guest speaker: i love a crowd, and a topic that people are actually interested in; the energy and the interest
5. love my wife forever: sometimes i piss her off and she just wants to strangle me; you gotta love her just for that
the goals have been set and they may be lofty but i will accomplish them in my lifetime.
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